♥ Things can never be the same as before ♥

2:59 AM

18 march
went to 161 coffeeshop there for dinner
claypot rice & soup was nice
after tht walked to the busstop ,my mom kip complain so far
i tink nt far at all.

19 march
plann to go orchard but i likke playing playing said want go ion
said said until in the end,sleeping at home
so didnt go at all.
mom go cwp packed malay seafood fried rice.
but my bro had nothing to eat..walking here & there..
nicholas tse-invisible target 3rd time watching it
fantansy couple.

20 march
slpt for 4 hrs then went to work
i felt so energetic & happy today
my bro & yong seems not working at all ,keep talking
so i had to work harder...
I saw long time no see the friend - ah long
I told him he very busy a lot of ppl q-ing & was watching him
then he replied ya lor they all like nvr eaten chicken before..
today we ordered two plates of cheese fries & chicken wiings
mom went out so early & bought me dinner is turtle soup
at first i tink quite er while eating i kip on tinking of the turtles
i eat until i headaches.
watching woman of ninja warriors

2:08 AM

The next day- saturday & sunday

lao eng & ah huat didnt cum for work.
lao eng went back malaysia to attend wedding
ah huat the factory stil gt work to do.
so really left we 3 family members to do the business.
never mind cus is ours own business so we must not always depend on them or others.
get this chance to train ourselves.
saturday stil ok not so tired
becus is vegetarian day so nt much ppl.
at nite i went to grandfather's friend son wedding
actually they just invited my mom & grandfather.
my mom kept asking me want to go nt?
I scared they not happy & latr i dun have a seat wat to do?
in the end,i stil tag along.

sunday.
ytd & today must wake up 5am
but to me it made no difference
becus i didnt sleep at all
my mom 4am woke up liao
then we stil watched tv drama tgt wait for 5am to reach
reach there 5.30am & 6am had our first customer
everytime i will think they all crazy so early eat breakfast
go hme sleep ah can sleep dun sleep
today really very busy
i dun knw is the customers too many or we lack of helpers
but the target amount is the same.
quite alot of troublesome customers today.
an uncle was so angry that we didnt packed free soup for him.
He thought it was so ridiculous so he said pay money nia ma he paid for the soup lahs
I think i the only one working
i was like walking back & forth
busy like a crazy woman
attend this table & that..
damm tired walked until my legs no strength liao.
two days no sleep at all & need use energy to work..
early knock off went to BPP
looked for xiin wang cafe but closed down
then went to streats hong kong cafe
inside gt tv showed korea mv
there only this part nice nia..

after reaching home,i immediately fall asleep.
luckily today cancel meeting or else I ...
i oso dun have the strength to go
mom packed pork ribs rice for me at nite.

1:41 AM

11 march 2011
japan 9.0 earthquake -tsunami

That day,i went cwp with mom for dinner.
we discussed abt the family problem.
i told her my opinions & what had happened in between.
grandfather,bro & mi had the same answer & told her the same things
so in the end,she made up her mind.
but she stil felt very vexed meanwhile.

after that ,we went shopping.
saw jo & lishan in charles & keith.
JYJ were going to held concert in s'pore
i was so envious because they just came to s'pore not long ago
but f.t.island came here so long liao
i knw they going to have asia concert
but why stil haven our turn??
lishan told me because Fnc stop them cuming to s'pore
i reallly dont know why they do so? can earn money oso dun wnt !!

later we went to mcdonald..
mom had no appetite just now
but here she goin to order a meal to eat
i told her appetite cuming back
then she say wnt to share with me
i was like duh..i jus had a big bowl of laksa
i couldnt eat anymore
so she gave the burger to jo & lishan
in the end,is aaron ate.lol
lishan told me there were tsunami in japan
maybe wil flood to spore.
i dint knw until the nite.
after that i went hme ,watched channel newsasia.
the video was like wah!!!!!!!!!!
i was shocked & scared
the very first things i tink of is I cnt swim.
omg die liao.
the next thing is hw abt my valuables???
i couldnt sleep in the nite keep thinkin here & there.

11:28 PM

ytd i was at my mum stall there
when i was standing at the corner
some guys came in thn i saw one skinny tall man
thn i wnt to c if he was a shuai ge nt?
i saw liao i feel his looks so familiar
thn he like shout " eh sit where?"
wah tht voice i knw liao
is lim wei xiang frm ite
he wear contact lense nearly cnnt recgonise
i told them my last time classmate cum agn
i tot he wont cum agn who knws here he cum
i kip on omg omg omg
when he order to my bro i was laughing so badly
luckliy he sat behind

ah huat cum to coffeshop
normaly he wont be here
he injuried his foot by wad metal ball hit his foot
16.7 cm diameter.he go to rub his foot todae
it all swollen

bro ask mi wnnt go ss3 concert nt? he wnt book tgt.
only two prices nia 158 & 208
i dun believe him so i sae i tink agn
my mind tot is 20 nov cn start booking le.
but i nit to wait til hme thn cn check.
btw i stil tot sat is 19 oh gosh
when i checked all tic hv been sold out.
my bro stil wnt wait 23 nov thn book..wth
he stil tink it cn...

ya todae ah huat absent.
i was like so tired & sian
kip losing temper dun knw y very pehceh
i tink the month is cuming
i felt tht they kip on making mi angry lo
business quite gd closed 2.30pm
but 4.30pm thn go hme
at first i wnt go hme myself
but thn i saw ah long cum
tis stop mi frm going
i wonder wat ah long & liew poh seong is tokin abt
tok so long... i oso wnt knw
aft tht ah long went off.
haiz...if knew i went hme lo.

11:44 PM

I didnnt go sch for IS comiss
frm 2am slpt til 11am
11am slpt til 3pm
3pm slpt til 7pm
as my birthday present i wnt to slp til full

yes! i dreamt of you.
even though i cnnt see you in real life
but dreaming of you on bdae time is aldy very gd le.
I tot u really coming back.. but i woke up thn realized is just a dream agn.
whn u saw mi u smiling at me but i stil hid frm u
thn whn i decided to step forward to say hello to u
the time is so short.......
birthday is meaningless to me now
i wanted the most is to spent time with you.
I cn celebrate my bdae alone without anyone
as my birthday i mus treat myself better by eating good food,buy fav things,rest well.

yesterday,
my mum hired ah yong work for us
to reduce her & others work stress
cus they almost work until wnt faint liao.
i lose my job at 1st cus i hv nth to do..walkhere n there.
i saw her remind of him
tht time we stil sae y didnt she wrk for us go work for others
nw in e end oso work for us...
if she work for us earlier,it wil be a gd thing to mi mayb.
is her 1st day wrkin & she is quite hardwrking
let's see if she wil cont....

business is so gd todae
we closed at 2.30pm
bro told mi cus ah huat cooked many mee for the customer
so left nt much more
after tht we sat dwn & rest
I ate turtle soup todae
share between my mum & mi
it costs $17 bought by my grandpa frm machperson
gt so mani ppl here but he only buy one portion
I ate rojak ,popiah & salt egg crab
due to the crab is so hard open
i used all my strength knockin it shell by usin a plate
tht ah huat like eating too much......

my fb tht giving birth video
giving birth is such a fuckup thing
dun knw my frend gt watch nt
i feel tht no one gt watch
but todae gt one ppl told mi abt tht
asking mi u pregnant ah??????
i wondering huh???? wat the hell he tokin abt???
thn i tink tink oh he is tokin abt tht.
he kip mention abt it
i told him u cn dun watch de ma watch liao kip sae mi
cus i post it up so he watch lo..thn wad black black thing
i told him u tot is porn rite but click chey giving birth...
Lol.
i post liao he stil dun wnt post..
he gt if i wnt him to post oso cn.

my mum & bro go weighting machine
printed out their weight bth gt decrease
but they are nt happy cus they sae the machine spoil liao
so askin mi to go test if is same wit my weight thn is fine
& i gt 46.5kg even though is fake i oso very happy.
ah huat told mi they ate seafood 300+ among 13 ppl wit 60 bottle of beer
thn go geylang hv fun.
at nite watched korean show possessed

11:51 PM

todae np gave us free newspaper but i didnt take
i tink todae all poly oso like tht
no wonder they so gd gave us cus tht a new abt our dress code ,they jus wnt to inform us
i wnt to go library ,library closed
wnt buy bk ,stall haven open so go straight to class.

DEL no nit laptop but i bring
fuck sia the email sae nit every lesson bring laptop & tb
DEL is all abt DPA agn
siannnnnnn
& i forgt almost all liao
i tot i knw hw to do in e end oso wrg
copy frm wan sum...
lecturer told us nt to shout over to another side of ur frend
but we jus walking ard copy ans.

my class gt a girl they tink she like veri diao i oso tink so ytd
sae she dun mess wit girl oni tok to boys
but she todae tok to chinli & mi stil offer us her bread
cus she like knw we hungry
thn headed to blk 30
where a3 a4 a5 a6 gather there lesson
our class just beside each other..
a5 gt handsome guy y my class oways dun hv de
so boringgggggg

wakao walao wei my eg2 lecturer like so puang
he dun knw hw to teach de lo
eg2 so difficult & heteaching method so suck
kip give us solution to copy jus by clickin his laptop
die die die.
thn beside a indian girl dun knw rite wat a diary
kip rite n rite words still so small feeel like askin wat she riting
since the lecturer so fei
chinli n I kip playing & laughing
most the eg2 lecturer so useless no wonder mani failed la
so useless stil put at fri so late period waste my time..

go canteen 3 lunch
thn desmond,danny hs,aloysius came
i go find amy for e com pro thn chat awhile
go library mit them went for my chen jiajia
1st time at blk 6 lesson
wad classrm so inside de nearly cnnt find
the rm still so cold like goin snow
tis period mani ppl slp sia
BTH... i oso
later I open my laptop fb awhile n see lecture notes
lecturer c liao oso sae nth
abt AEL tb older version is ok or lecture notes up to u
is wad he sae
so i nit buy tb ma??

3pm released finally go directly install cs4
chinli install photoshop
she ask the guy cn help install CAD?
he sae install ourself de
in e end,he oso send the copy to my lappy
thn my frend dun hv ask the another guy he dun knw
aft we tested & tested
went off atrium wait for thida
thn go bck library agn install CAD for chinli
all at there eat i watching 100% entertainment in sch
go hme liao ... feelin so tired
dun knw y sudden bag becum so heavy while wenting bck...

mit my mum at cwp packed food bckhme
breadtalk de bread like so xxxxxxxx
angel cake All in.
Good Good evryday!!!!!!

11:55 PM

Start at 10am
but i 9.30am jiu reach sch liao...
todae i can c who ismy classmate.
nt hoping any handsome guy cus engineering wont be any.
eg2 lecturer nt bad ah quite nice
nvr tell us hurry go buy txtbk
txtbk & foolscap lend frm clasmate...
without my frend like everytink nit lend...siannnnnnnn
lectureer asked who didnt hv e txtbk
those who sat behind raise up include mi..
guai lan all sat behind de
sometink i dun like is tht
tutoriall do in class btw it cn do at hme
MOL exer do in our free time...
foo kee ann better thou

they all finished installed software except me.
went canteen 2 no space thn went to canten3
finally ate the malay food but tno fried rice...
at 1st i tot my eg2 lecturer is mr wong ... thn turn out to b mdm wong....
ok .AEL time
chen jiajia is my lecturer by looking the name u wil tink is a woman bah
hw cn it be mr chen jiajia........
but whn it intro .... it realii is a man Dr chen jiajia herbert.
he looked like korean oso like china..
so some one askin where he frm blah blah..
stil gt one sae i dun knw hw to speak korean leh hello in korean hw to sae ah? LOL. we do e e-learning exercise during lesson click the arrow or box to the space..
do until so sian ..so use fb awhile...
he reali quite gd la whn ask nit to buy tb..
due to many of us askin he nt sure tell us to ask modu leader
he our lecturer he dun knw we nit or no nit meh...LOL .

is com programming time
tis lecturer oso nice.
todae all lecturer nice didnt hurry us to go buy tb..
3 hr of compro like dying for mi
i tink worse than 4 hrs of it in ite
dun knw hw or y the time in ite flew so fast
i tink bbecus i late very long bah
she teaching but i didnt listen at all
i too sian so kip fb comment here n there
stayed the rm too long gt headache ...
felt like in hell sia
time went so slow
while fb comment i kip lol dun knw she saw nt??

later went cwp mit jo & kat at gelare
went pastamania for dinner
turkey bacon cheesy crumble & lemon tee cream of chicken soup
like so creamy for me
but i eat ok la
halfway i abit full liao dun knw is too much cream ma
thn quite dry la...

hope days wil go welll for tmr & tmr & tmr & forever!!!!!!!!
pray heaven.