17 dec
finally go work again
rested so mani days liao.
reached 10am
quite tired.rush here n there.
end of the day.
bro ask mi cal hme ask dad wnt eat wat
but i sae u cal la
we sat there push here n there.
i wait for him to pass motion cum bck then go 145 dabao.
ann ask mi she gt cal mi ,i sae no
i asked bck ,no too.
bro stil askin mi to cal
i sae dun wnt hor u cal
then i sae bth dun cal lo
he sae ok ar
but i tel him wait u sure kena scold de.
he like dun believe
we then went hme.
i stil gt ask him u reali dun wnt buy ar.
he sae dun knw wnt to buy wat
i sae u dun knw wat is callin meh?
reach hme.
dad found out no buy him de.
abit angry ma.
scold bro.
oni buy ur self de...
he dun knw cook wat to eat.
b4 bro went out
he sae tmr rmb to buy fer him hor.
when i eatin,i saw him walkin out,feel abit guilty sia...

15 dec
abt to go out.
dad hand $3030 to mi
wnt mi to give may
ask mi took cab go there.
i told him no nit la
bus cn le
taxi expensive dun waste $
he sae dun wnt la
cab mre safe.
he scare i lost the $,
i so careful the ppl,hw cn it be...
he stil give mi 10 bucks to take cab
n i did go hire cab
but afternoon busy
no cab leh
cross over the road
wait half hrs stil no
i bth so cross over again
take bus..
like abit stress
3030 leh
i kept check my bag la..

when i reached,may ask
ur dad gt ask u to do sumtink
i jus took out $
n she sae go to office then gave.
when i gave her the $,i so relieved
$3030 reali mani 50 bucks sia
so thick
she then pass mi 100 buck for daily expense
i rejected but she insisted.
but i tink i wont be usin
cos when she cum bck she nit to return mani $.
cnnt use others $
until i reali no $ then i wil la.
cnnt tel dad.
cn tel bro but i oso didnt tel him
i asked may u gt gave bro ,she sae no cos he grown up liao.

13 dec.
frm tht dae,my bro nit to wrk frm 6am til 4.3opm.
poor him.
todae i woke up 8/8.30am
reached there 9/9.30am.
4 ppl wrking nia.
served the noodles all by mi sia.
tis is the 1st time i felt so tired n busy.
no time eat ..
wnt eat the ppl cum n cum.
wrk until so hatred lo.
all blame tht two adults.
one slack at hme.
the other haiz...
made us so weary..

14 dec
due to ytd so tired.
of cos todae wont be goin
too tired to wake up.
plus rainin cool cooling.
sure no business
n gt helpers.
when bro cum bck he sae luckily u ddidnt cum
no ppl..
i sae i knw there wil be no ppll so i didnt go
raining leh..
shengsiong hvin end of yr party again at their factory.
but tis yr end earlier dun knw is bcos of rain.
9pm or 11pm ended liao.
i went to 136 buy topup card n mee huen kueh
feel sick after eating.
i go out he didnt notice.

10 dec
so dad ,eng,bro go bukit panjang there have breakfast .
grandpa sae when free bring him go test the soup.
after tht they all go open stall liao.
he at least help out abit.
go fer fia
halfway run hme again when cher is out.
i packed food todae.

11 dec.
reach math class 1.45pm
then they jkin 2pm ended.
lh,jon haven reached
no apa so lesson til 4pm

12 dec
no math class cus all electronics eng cher nt at dover
so jpd oso no nit go
the project we oso haven hand in.0 marks liao bah.
i go stall there to ask wat i wnt to knw.

7 dec
cos i nit to watch show.i dabao,
mum have to alone go cwp pack herbal chicken n jap fish..
after she ate finish, war start again...
my bro n i tot it was as usual no worry.
it wil ok after a hwile..
so later 2am we go bed liao..
slp like pig hear nth.
dun knw wat had happened.

8 dec
i was stil slping.
hp rang i tot my mum called but no is meiling aunt..
tel mi to wake up,n dun scare n nervous..
ask mi to prepare n pack to go to my aunt hse..
actuali war start until 5am then end.
her hp kena threw on floor n spoilt..
abit kena slap..
i was so lazy to move out lo.
i love my hse..
stil nt believing..
they jus scare he wil gone berserk.
for my safety n she worry abt mi.
she tel mi to go ,I stil at hme on the com plying..
i trust n believe he wont like tht ba..
meiling check again where mi liao ,i sae at hme..
she sae u wnt go ma..she sae like ...
gt abit scare..so faster leave the hse,took $ n toothbrush leh.
no clothes along..
meanwhile went dwn the stairs scare i go dwn he go up..if met teh reali die..
wht if he cum bck n found mi nt there..
left him there like kelian..
I gt sms bro wat had happened,he like dumb dun knw wat he doin la..
ask him sumtink kept dun ans mi..veri beichek
i ask him i go him there..
actuali i cn reali stay at hme de..waste the trip .
wtf!
actuali wnt to avoid him de but when i reached there saw him there.
stupid bro cnnt tel mi i no nit cum le ar.
he b4 went out check i was hme ma ..i slp la.
i reached there 3.30 or 4pm liao.
i acted i dun knw anitink... n he tink i dun knw n didnt asked mi..
i go there hv my noodles.
he at there waited n searching..
bro was like fan cos ppl all ask him..
my wrker all knew the tink liao.
she ran liao left her bag there.
dun knw gt took passport ma
took sum $ ..
we then went hme wit him
at nite..
bro n I go cwp eat dabao fer him.
may,tmd ,eng cum mit us.
discuss wat to do.
they sae we cn still eat.
arbo mi n bro dun eat meh..
in the end,i go hme,bro n them conference lo.
everytime left mi,him,n the old.

9 dec
todae again..
hp rang
meiling aunt..
ask mi go aunt hse again
he sae he ruin the stall
she nt there ruin fer wat
meiling sae he nt happy bah
i tink meiling too kua zhang
he wont do such tinks
he wont wnt to let others knw wat had happened
ruin ownself tinkis impossible
if reali others wil try to stop him bah
i dun reali believe..
i knw him is tis kind of ppl
but when i clean up,he reach hme liao so no nit go out liao lo.
he looked calm..
asked mi mani ppl de hp no.
ask mi tmr 6am tgt go out.
i sae tmr i gt sch.
at nite.
he went out to packed food.
he saw mi bath mayb later i wil be goin out
who knw i nt goin.
i eat bread
then my fkin kpo grandma kept askin u no eat,wnt eat ma blah blah
fuck fan ,annoying..
walan eh,
stil go ask my dad.
i dun wnt her to go ask
dun wnt disturb him ma
i cn settle it my own.
reali beichek lo.
"the food is anna de?"
dad cum out frm his rm ,
you stil no eat ar..
i tot u goin out..
i tokin to u leh,
sit up n tok la..
i sae i eat liao la..
he tel ah ma..
she sae she eat liao la u wnt mi to do wat..
ya she eat two bread..
dad" u no eat hw i knw"
" u no sae"
"u didnt ask mi wnt go eat tgt or pack fer u"
he stood there look at mi fer veri long.
i was very angry n argh
so i jus argh out n kickec
he sae u nw is wat ,wwat u wnt..
pls la u all dun like tht la..
after awhile..
i sae none of ur business la..
he sae" then is who de business"
i sae" u dun care n bother mi la"
my tinks i cn settle my own la"
so dulan lo,actuali mi n him wont argue de
kpokpo ah ma..seal her lips then she knw
she no tok no one sae she mute lo.
ah ma later made milo cereal fer mi n peanut bread.
i sae no eat then means no eat..
leftt it until morning,she threw away ..
why dun wnt eat?wasteful ... ah ma sae...
who tel u kpo ar...

4 dec
receive math attendance
i had left 60% dun knw is fer math or wat..
math oni miss few leeson jiu 60%
then apa no nit saele.
sure debar.
haiz... again...
todae mei mie seafood start le.

5 dec

saw huat there..

actuali wnt to block ah long de but dun knw when another man pop out behind my hand.

kena ah long sae,he laugh at mi n i was so ps...

6 dec

i tot no one de chair n like jus drag away.

then i tink if gt ppl de the man wil be tinkin hw cn she jus took away..

awhile,the man shout aaa gt ppl seat de.

so ps mum sae sry sry

take the chair to original place

tis bowl mine luo mee chicken,beansprout,n 1 prawn dumplin

her laksa bowl so small .bth cost $4.90.

after tht she hv mango hokkido ice cream.

walked bck interchange drizzlin le.

abt to get up bus,lh hit zy so hard.

four tgt go bck sch.

fia lesson.wnt us to create or design we dun knw hw

sat there awhile then sneak out went hme.