♥ Things can never be the same as before ♥

6.30am
morning call frm mummy.
later, 7+ or 8+ am
she called again.

Asked mi to wake up.
but I reali couldnt wake up.
damm sleepy.
fell bck slp mani time.

in the end,woke up already 10am.
I knew i sure kena scold.
then reached there 12pm.

Lecture + nag time.
u might as well dont cum.
mummy kept showed attitude.
I oso showed bck.
she dont wnt mi to do then I dont do lo.
I sat bck n relax.

took grandparents's photo with negative effects.
they looked funny n oso scary.

YUN came with his frend n ate noodles.
He was mature.
the way he act.
I was like " wow "

Emerged.
there was a hole on the pant.
looked funny.
used chopstick to touch.
Pls concentrate while eating.
Loser ! Loser!
loser dont hv the rights to sae anitink.

happy at first but never expected tis to happen.
nightmare about to start.

Disappointed
-selfish
dnt knw what the reason behind it.
-broke tiny promise
-mocking .

I dont reali feel like plying.
no point.
wnt mi to give way.
no need.
beg to lend.
no reply.
pretend nt to hear
Ignorance.
walked away slowly.
tis was the second time.
ARGH!

pour the water to the bottle n left the ice.
ice threw to the crab tank.
ply with crab.
carry it up n dwn.
closed it pincer.
nearly kena bit.
tried to ignore
but cnnt do it.

u had lose no point lend hp.
told mi nt to do tht.
maybe sumone wnted.
jus pour.
almost pour everyting out.
i wnt to pour on the hole
but lied to mi tht it was there,
escaped.
kena scared away by mi.

wat da u looking?
poke my eyes out.
glasses defence.
u cn poke by side or below.
laughing away.
like tht oso cn tink of,isnt clever.
fake smile presented.

even though there were no other ppl .
we didnt even look or spoke.
totally strangers.
sudden disappear.
searching n was actuali tokin on hp.
waited for them all alone.

I was the one to trigger everytink.
if anitink happen,maybe it will be gd for mi.
It will be ok if i used to it.
everytink cn be avoid if there was no selfish n took it to heart.
no high expectation.
if tis cn make u happy then do it,
put ur happinesss on ppl's misery.
no matter hw disappointed i was in sch,i hope i cn find a bit of joy at here.
I am nothing to you.
to me,u oso nothing??
U are everything to mi.
to you, I am nt ur everything.