♥ Things can never be the same as before ♥

9/9/07,Sun

Late slp ytd.
told mummy tht i wil go dwn wit her 8am
but in the end, didnt go
cos nt enough slp.

12pm then woke up.
use com.
until 2.30pm
then 2.45pm showering
3.30pm out
reached 4pm.

when wnt to go cwp,the escalator spoil so nit to walk up staircase.
Mrt station,left side of escalator spoil.
Walao! so suay.
I nt going to walk up the staircase again so use right side de.

initially,I was so so happy
of coincidence.
but later found out something fishy.
suppose to walk tis way but todae chose the other way.

n someone followed behind.
Omg!
wht i guess was right.
So sad.
todae I saw something tht I shld nt be see.
why let mi see it?
wish i was there.
stil walk together.
like husband n wife
if i knew early,i dun wish to cum.

SAw dead rat on floor frm our stall.
ah xia screamed, scare until dare nt look.
at tht moment ,i stil pretend to be happy but I am nt.
emotion unstable.
tried to gorge food but error occurred.

dull mood.
EMO!
EMO!
EMO!

they were praying at there.
snacks ,fruits n beers.
Share among .
dun see thing tht made u unhappy.

todae then i knw.
actuali it happened 30 aug o7
10 days .
few months ago.
poor ah huat.
8 march till 9 sept.
half yr
luckily,everyone knew it was her fault.
Retribution for her.
she wil end up crying alone.
Ended wit broken marriage.

7.30pm went for ping's father funeral.
wnt to cabbed to there.
but no taxi cn hired.
when we abt to took bus 178 ,then saw taxi
by then ,grandfather already on the other side.
Chaos.

mummy n I halfway drop off.
ate at kim san leng.
bth of us ate noodles.
walk to blk 208 but couldnt find it at first.

crowded
when i saw them,I felt veri sad.
looked veri pitiful so cnt help crying.
straight away get out of there or else i wil non-stop crying.
the food nt suitable for my taste.
ply poker at plygrd.
temptation when i saw ppl ply manjong at there.

after awhile ,went hme.
reached hme 11.30pm
then do abit of chem then fell asleep.