aunt called mi
but i was slpin
so my tone was like arghh...
so sry.
2.30pm woke up.
ply com after tht went out.
1st time took bus n the bus drove a circle then let us dwn.
mummy seems to be fine liao.
gd mood.
business gd todae.
sudden feel like banging sumtink.
kena scold by grandfather..
nag nag.....
i tot tht person who sia.
he hello to mi
then i tot he wavin at other ppl.
i turned ard.
then i looked again.
ohs...
is tht uncle.
ytd jus tink of him nia.
keke...
one time oso neva walk tis way.
jus walked tht area oni.
i tink gt saw mi?
ppl sae i had gd complexion..
haha....
tink tht i purposely hid but i jus stand up n wnt to..
cum n scare mi.
duh...
thanks for accompany.
i tink i fine todae.
simple is happi.
didnt gt anitnk frm u,
is ok cos i used to it .
soon or later,u wil get out of my mind.
why shld i care a person tht didnt care abt mi?
WTF!
Friday, December 21, 2007
2:34 PM
Monday, December 17, 2007
10:14 PM
todae didnt go wrk
but business there veri gd.
1st time.
ply com.
at 1st tot to go there.
then feel dun wnt.
wait,more hatred.
after tht,3.30pm
mummy cum bck liao
so early,1st time.
she reached hme,immediately puke.
dun knw is car sick?
actualli she nt feelin well.
after she slp finish,
we goin out.
taxi fare increased.
mummy paid twice for taxi fare.
bankrupt liao.
all ppl reached liao.
i saw ah long.
he then hor hor mi
then i sae wad?
he ask go where?
i sae tel u ,u oso dun knw de.
he smiled then walked away.
sudden we so gd,so werid sia.
raining heavily,so cold.
see sumone new.
frm malaysia.kenny.
heard them sae he veri clever.
he nw study chemical tink in university.
he hv big appetite.
so mani ppl go along,
then i hv to sit behind,so squeezy.
almost cnnt breath.
uncomfortable.
finally reached.
wooots.........
we all going for dinner.
Sakura - international buffet restaurant.
so expensive.
one per -$25.child $12 pr $10.99.
gd atmosphere n ambience.
we went there mani times liao.
main variety.
actuali,breakfast n lunch skipped.
so i was damm hungary.
at there,everyone kept eating.
all stopped when nite falls.
all full le cnnt eat ani more except kenny.
eatin non-stop but he was nt fat at all.
in his country,no such gd food n he veri thrifty
i was so full tht i wnt slp le.
frm behind change seat to infront
using the middle cn move de.
climb here n there.walao!
jus bcos i was small size n thin.
i tink he off todae.
uncle send mummy n I bck hme.
as usual alvin was so noisy.
cnt tahan.
if i had tis brother or son,i wil nuts.
all lied to him tht goin checkpoint.
who dun hv passport mus get out.
he tio scare.
reached hme.
ply com ,watched witch yoo hee.
tot to watch finish,go bed slp.
head like heavy,nt feelin well.
lee hong called
sae go ply manjong at zy hse.
i sae iw il be there after 11pm.
then i went to zy hse.
she nt in.
so ps.
i went to my hse.
wait n wiat for half an hr bah.
callec lh sae she nw at dwnstair or almost reach le.
but actuali no.
then i went bck hse
sat dwn.
a while ,they arrived.
tgt go zy hse.
ply highstreet 5
same as audition but beta.
introduce by cs?
after kun n jon cum.
meeting= manjong.
ply manjong awhile.
chat.
slack.
watch bullfighting.
all like veri tired.
slpyy
wach simpsons movie.
so funi.
but cnt laugh out loud.
so late
cnnt made so much noise.
zy soon slp le.
i half slp half awke.
other three stil nt slpy.
watched until 5.15am.
like ton in her hse.
kun de 1st ton is at her hse,
haha....
finally he cn ton le.
her rm was so cool.
cn breath fresh air in the veri early moring
hear ppl sweepin floor lr.
after while,
all go hme le.
mummy hven go work yet.
lorry hven cum.
when i was in hme.
lights on,she was in toilet.
faster run to the other side.
after went to see her.
she didnt notice or suspect anit itnk
but a bit shocked
so early wake up.
ask mi wnt to go dwn wit her huh?
i sae ya ya.
she then sae if wnt faster,lorry cum le.
i sae no la.siao.
i go n slp le.
she then went out le.
6am slp till 2.30pm.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
11:58 PM
ytd
7pm slp until 11.45pm
then woke up
without dinner.
watch show.
use com.
2am.
finally saw cs in msn.
ask mi so late still on9.
then chat wit zy who plyin maple.
askin same so early still on9.
chat wit her until 6.30am.
then she go slp.
meanwhile ,mummy woke up le.
saw mi plyin.
she sae let eat breakfast tgt.
let her watch show first.
then go eat 7am.
ytd,she N mi eat breakfast gt veri early le 9am.
todae earliest.
at first ,tot to ply com awhile then go slp le.
haiz.. no nit slp le.
go wet market - ah li.
eat noodles then saw grandmother.
so mani tink to sae.
after tht took cab there.
reached 8am.
everyone was shocked tht i was there so early.
busy workin even slpy.
until 10am
cnnt make it.
ask permission to go slp.
find place to slp.
slp half an hr.
go work again
but kept wnt to rest.
finally over.
while tinkin,abit emotional.
saw frend.
smiling.
so funi to let him to see mi eat chicken rice again.
cos i continuely eat twice le.
he then go buy oso.
his face apply cream or wat then white white.
mummy ask why ur face like tht,
he sae wnt to like us face smooth smooth...
funi sia.
i was waitin for sumone to cum.
lookin here n there.
tired then ply game.
i heard the voice n the sound of cup.
hw cn it be?
i didnt saw leh.
i walked there to see, realli .
tried to attract my attention.
at 1st,wnt to use harsh tone to speak.
but then i cnnt do it.
abt to walk away,saw smiling.
walked bck again.
askin mi again.
i sae give mi twice.
hurry up!
wait la! oning bluetooth.
wait at there ask ask ask.
smile.
i snatch hp away.
place taken by others.
sat at the suck place.
sending.
tis time didnt take gd care of the hp.
low batt .
i listen to songs n ply game until it total switch off.
cum liao but didnt took bck the hp.
still at there tokin.
buy drinks sit in front mi.
finally saw the hp.
he pressed n pressed.
slide up n dwn.
found it strange.
lookin at mi again n again.
switch it on.
go ask or go charge hp.
immediately took the drinks away ,move the other table.
i hate gamble.
i walked away then go calm dwn.
return to the suck place.
ply marble cannon,switch on the sound.
shiokk listen to the sound.
vent the anger.
thanks him for makin those stupid faces or action.
it reali make mi feel happi n comfortable.
the one who shld did tis turn out to make mi more angri.
i was tired.
felt veri hot n warm.
more vexed.
mummy they all still dun wnt go hme.
sat dwn there tok n tok.
so mani tinks to tok meh?
feel like killing all of them.
cnnt tahnan liao.
see gt other place to sit ma.
no.
carry a chair out.
i went to sit at the path outside.
nice view.gd enviroment.cooling.
i feel beta.
when i was enjoyin,they all wnt go hme le.
ARGh!!!!!!!
show attitude to mum.
tot to pack food bck de
but she....
i told her later eat alone lo.
she tot i go out wit frend.i dint reply her.
went hme slp.
7pm to 9pm.
missed star award.
faster woke up n see.
saw 183 club.haha...
wait for 5566..
finally saw them at the qing kong yan.
sang he cai beijing.
the fried rice was nice n the Hula berry drinks nice oso.
while eatin while plyin com.
after tht ,let my bro slp.
i go watch tv.
GdNite!
7pm slp until 11.45pm
then woke up
without dinner.
watch show.
use com.
2am.
finally saw cs in msn.
ask mi so late still on9.
then chat wit zy who plyin maple.
askin same so early still on9.
chat wit her until 6.30am.
then she go slp.
meanwhile ,mummy woke up le.
saw mi plyin.
she sae let eat breakfast tgt.
let her watch show first.
then go eat 7am.
ytd,she N mi eat breakfast gt veri early le 9am.
todae earliest.
at first ,tot to ply com awhile then go slp le.
haiz.. no nit slp le.
go wet market - ah li.
eat noodles then saw grandmother.
so mani tink to sae.
after tht took cab there.
reached 8am.
everyone was shocked tht i was there so early.
busy workin even slpy.
until 10am
cnnt make it.
ask permission to go slp.
find place to slp.
slp half an hr.
go work again
but kept wnt to rest.
finally over.
while tinkin,abit emotional.
saw frend.
smiling.
so funi to let him to see mi eat chicken rice again.
cos i continuely eat twice le.
he then go buy oso.
his face apply cream or wat then white white.
mummy ask why ur face like tht,
he sae wnt to like us face smooth smooth...
funi sia.
i was waitin for sumone to cum.
lookin here n there.
tired then ply game.
i heard the voice n the sound of cup.
hw cn it be?
i didnt saw leh.
i walked there to see, realli .
tried to attract my attention.
at 1st,wnt to use harsh tone to speak.
but then i cnnt do it.
abt to walk away,saw smiling.
walked bck again.
askin mi again.
i sae give mi twice.
hurry up!
wait la! oning bluetooth.
wait at there ask ask ask.
smile.
i snatch hp away.
place taken by others.
sat at the suck place.
sending.
tis time didnt take gd care of the hp.
low batt .
i listen to songs n ply game until it total switch off.
cum liao but didnt took bck the hp.
still at there tokin.
buy drinks sit in front mi.
finally saw the hp.
he pressed n pressed.
slide up n dwn.
found it strange.
lookin at mi again n again.
switch it on.
go ask or go charge hp.
immediately took the drinks away ,move the other table.
i hate gamble.
i walked away then go calm dwn.
return to the suck place.
ply marble cannon,switch on the sound.
shiokk listen to the sound.
vent the anger.
thanks him for makin those stupid faces or action.
it reali make mi feel happi n comfortable.
the one who shld did tis turn out to make mi more angri.
i was tired.
felt veri hot n warm.
more vexed.
mummy they all still dun wnt go hme.
sat dwn there tok n tok.
so mani tinks to tok meh?
feel like killing all of them.
cnnt tahnan liao.
see gt other place to sit ma.
no.
carry a chair out.
i went to sit at the path outside.
nice view.gd enviroment.cooling.
i feel beta.
when i was enjoyin,they all wnt go hme le.
ARGh!!!!!!!
show attitude to mum.
tot to pack food bck de
but she....
i told her later eat alone lo.
she tot i go out wit frend.i dint reply her.
went hme slp.
7pm to 9pm.
missed star award.
faster woke up n see.
saw 183 club.haha...
wait for 5566..
finally saw them at the qing kong yan.
sang he cai beijing.
the fried rice was nice n the Hula berry drinks nice oso.
while eatin while plyin com.
after tht ,let my bro slp.
i go watch tv.
GdNite!
Thursday, December 13, 2007
1:51 PM
sry tht cnnt acc shan to go watch movie.
help mummy to buy medicine.
white pills ,$9 for flu.
i oni find $9.95 for flu.other $11,$13.
watever! gt $9 cn le.
mummy was damm hungary n nit to be full then cn eat medicine.
so told mi to share ramen wit her. duh.....
ann was so funni.
while walkin hme n she dropped her tink even knwing, stil nit bro to cal her.
guessing.
who is takin off.
so extra.
usually 2+ cum then nw 3pm .
tot i guess correct.
relieved.
mayb wil mit tgt.
dumbo.
ready to go le.
saw familiar colour n face.
wakao!
hehe....
Tuas checkpoint.
nt much ppl there but when nite..
so mani cars.
sian...
still nit to wait n Q.
it wil be wow to see six BMW to drive tgt.
everytink here is so diffrent.
everytink is like so beautiful.
sky,mountain,big sea.
beautiful scenery.
maybe cn see boars or tigers.
while driving,nearly hit a dog which dashed out.
Long distance travel.
so tiring.
the hse where we eat inside.
left corner.
it area was so big.
gt dogs barkin,rabbit,bird,cat n chickens.
cage of ducks at other place.
durians tree.
dun knw wat kind of place is tis.
guku.
pay them n cook for u.
they repair cars?
hate the most is the sickening hsefly.
so irritaing.
left the place,i hv a feelin of itchy.
Big garden.
soldin the plants.
front gate.
big space .
long n empty road.
这是 山猪 肉。
还吃山鹿 肉，山岜 鸡。
big bowl of soup. 山猪 脚 汤。
too much pepper.
so spicy.
drank liao ,the throat was burning fire.
is hot.
is delicious.
everyone was drinkin gd stuff.
Chilli fish.
ask ppl to buy for us de fish.
the chilli was shiok.
left side - thiam first time cum wit us.
other two of them.
husband n wife
who brought us cum.
friendly ppl.
so delicious tht we still packed away.
7 yrs old boy who lives here.
everydae jus ply.nt sian cos big bro.
his tortise.
dare to sae..
hey ! wat are u shooting,
still shooting?
gave mi tortise.
ask him real or fake?
is real.
haha..
1st time hold n touch tortise.
Out we go.....
everyone was like so full le...
loook for stalls.
still go eat durians.
nice!
funni tink is
we anihw threw the durians seeds we wnt
ani where.
no one cares.
threw as far as u cn.
uncle threw liao then it knocked on the wooden bench.
dong!
sumtink fly up.
car accident.
mani ppl stood there n watch.
car crashed.
front n front.
I missed the impt parts.
is nt allow to took photo there.
but i go.
kena ppl sae.
they catch u to jail.
haha...
watever!
I snap then gt flash.
the ppl who inside saw light then look at mi.
cos i straight in front still hold hp.
he jus look neva sae anitink.
i jus like smiling.
everytink,
we abt to reach spore.
malaysia checkpoint.
the noisy birds wil chirpping n chirping.
there were so mani birds.
cnnt be counted.
millons....
gdbye to all.
NB!
shout so loud.so ps.
wad?
bet u see it.
tot dun care then wnet to sit.
mummy tel mi to cal sumone.
lookiing.
waiting.
calling.
song?
show attitude purposely.
dun hv.
dun help.
sian diao !
walked away.
oni 8pm then no ppl le.
thanks lee hong de lobang.
hope u all cn succeed.
ply com oso tired.
mus wait
so watch tv.
sians....
2am then slp.
help mummy to buy medicine.
white pills ,$9 for flu.
i oni find $9.95 for flu.other $11,$13.
watever! gt $9 cn le.
mummy was damm hungary n nit to be full then cn eat medicine.
so told mi to share ramen wit her. duh.....
ann was so funni.
while walkin hme n she dropped her tink even knwing, stil nit bro to cal her.
guessing.
who is takin off.
so extra.
usually 2+ cum then nw 3pm .
tot i guess correct.
relieved.
mayb wil mit tgt.
dumbo.
ready to go le.
saw familiar colour n face.
wakao!
hehe....
Tuas checkpoint.
nt much ppl there but when nite..
so mani cars.
sian...
still nit to wait n Q.
it wil be wow to see six BMW to drive tgt.
everytink here is so diffrent.
everytink is like so beautiful.
sky,mountain,big sea.
beautiful scenery.
maybe cn see boars or tigers.
while driving,nearly hit a dog which dashed out.
Long distance travel.
so tiring.
the hse where we eat inside.
left corner.
it area was so big.
gt dogs barkin,rabbit,bird,cat n chickens.
cage of ducks at other place.
durians tree.
dun knw wat kind of place is tis.
guku.
pay them n cook for u.
they repair cars?
hate the most is the sickening hsefly.
so irritaing.
left the place,i hv a feelin of itchy.
Big garden.
soldin the plants.
front gate.
big space .
long n empty road.
这是 山猪 肉。
还吃山鹿 肉，山岜 鸡。
big bowl of soup. 山猪 脚 汤。
too much pepper.
so spicy.
drank liao ,the throat was burning fire.
is hot.
is delicious.
everyone was drinkin gd stuff.
Chilli fish.
ask ppl to buy for us de fish.
the chilli was shiok.
left side - thiam first time cum wit us.
other two of them.
husband n wife
who brought us cum.
friendly ppl.
so delicious tht we still packed away.
7 yrs old boy who lives here.
everydae jus ply.nt sian cos big bro.
his tortise.
dare to sae..
hey ! wat are u shooting,
still shooting?
gave mi tortise.
ask him real or fake?
is real.
haha..
1st time hold n touch tortise.
Out we go.....
everyone was like so full le...
loook for stalls.
still go eat durians.
nice!
funni tink is
we anihw threw the durians seeds we wnt
ani where.
no one cares.
threw as far as u cn.
uncle threw liao then it knocked on the wooden bench.
dong!
sumtink fly up.
car accident.
mani ppl stood there n watch.
car crashed.
front n front.
I missed the impt parts.
is nt allow to took photo there.
but i go.
kena ppl sae.
they catch u to jail.
haha...
watever!
I snap then gt flash.
the ppl who inside saw light then look at mi.
cos i straight in front still hold hp.
he jus look neva sae anitink.
i jus like smiling.
everytink,
we abt to reach spore.
malaysia checkpoint.
the noisy birds wil chirpping n chirping.
there were so mani birds.
cnnt be counted.
millons....
gdbye to all.
NB!
shout so loud.so ps.
wad?
bet u see it.
tot dun care then wnet to sit.
mummy tel mi to cal sumone.
lookiing.
waiting.
calling.
song?
show attitude purposely.
dun hv.
dun help.
sian diao !
walked away.
oni 8pm then no ppl le.
thanks lee hong de lobang.
hope u all cn succeed.
ply com oso tired.
mus wait
so watch tv.
sians....
2am then slp.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
2:59 PM
suppose to work todae.
but mummy didnt cal mi so i overslept.
i tink raining ,no ppl bah.
but mummy sae
raining coolin so let mi slp more.
dun knw real or not.
decide whether wnt to go ?
afraid ppl nt there.
wadever.
i was hungary.
reach there abt 4.45pm.
ate ra-men & curry fish.
I wil shy so
pls dun sat in front of mi.
14 -> 7
14 -> x1
you laugh , i wil oso laugh too.
haiz...
other ppl cooked food wil ask mi wnt to join in
but when is u
i knew
u wont ask ,jus care abt urself.
so selfish...
I love seriousness
seriousness cn be handsum.
seriousness cn be cute.
u look so obedient when doin wrk.
i wish to go help but shy la.
haha....
gone case.
getting shy n shy.
shyness kills.
NB!
ask for it.
i wnt give
then ignore.
but mummy didnt cal mi so i overslept.
i tink raining ,no ppl bah.
but mummy sae
raining coolin so let mi slp more.
dun knw real or not.
decide whether wnt to go ?
afraid ppl nt there.
wadever.
i was hungary.
reach there abt 4.45pm.
ate ra-men & curry fish.
I wil shy so
pls dun sat in front of mi.
14 -> 7
14 -> x1
you laugh , i wil oso laugh too.
haiz...
other ppl cooked food wil ask mi wnt to join in
but when is u
i knew
u wont ask ,jus care abt urself.
so selfish...
I love seriousness
seriousness cn be handsum.
seriousness cn be cute.
u look so obedient when doin wrk.
i wish to go help but shy la.
haha....
gone case.
getting shy n shy.
shyness kills.
NB!
ask for it.
i wnt give
then ignore.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
10:50 AM
abt to go cck,
He is alvin.3 yrs old.
sideview.handsum boi.
he was so happi.
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bth of them were plying fun.monster game.
mit lishan in mrt.
haha...
1st time mit frend in mrt.
so excited.
tok for a while cos short distance.
i was so dulan lo when arrived
ytd mummy told mi mus reach here by 12pm
i reach le ,she still hven close the stall.
she sae change time to 3.30pm le.
walao.
made mi so rush
dun knw hw to cal mi meh?
sulk face.
heck care the work.
sat there n relax.
later i getting so sleepy le.
took photo.
1st time saw ppl rollerblade at teck whye.
sat wit two chicken rice lovers.
everytime eat chicken rice.
nt sick n tired.
cos they like
chatted.
knew my pattern.
haha...
1st time ppl guess my age ,guess 18 yrs old.
i sae 17 dun believe.
I am nt old but.....
wah seh.
i guess 22 but wrong then guess 25.
shock.
older than him.
one pig one dog.
so ps to see ppl eat in front of mi.
ya.i was bored.
thanks to uncle
knw tht
they brought mi to their hse.
i went without tellin mummy n she was shocked.
i tink impossible.
saw alvin n the wedding photos.
after tht go bck to teck whye.
i held alvin's hand n look for my family.
everyone like him cos he was adorable.
he didnt lied to mi
wad he sae is true.
honest ppl.
let him knw.
yes.we are goin overseas.
He is alvin.3 yrs old.
sideview.handsum boi.
he was so happi..jpg)
bth of them were plying fun.monster game.
finally cn communication.
bro wnt to kiss him.
we getting gd relationship le.
tis time,grandfather oso cum along wit his frend .
beautiful scenery.
tis time,grandfather oso cum along wit his frend .
beautiful scenery.
we ate in tis place.
expensive.
rain cats n dogs outside.
after eating abt 1hrs.
leave the place.
flooding.
car stuck on the road.muddy water.
water lvl. half of the dun knw wad tink.
water lvl. half of the dun knw wad tink.
road water was so clear.
fishes cn oso live there n cn be see clearly.
Splashing.WOW!
he was eatin his car keychain.
he was too active n talkative.
cn tok non-stop.
everyone find him noisy.
bro n mi kept acc him.
in the end,i was the one ply wit him.
bro tired.
my legs n mind was tired
due to he sat on my legs.
i tried to stop him tokin by
told him to keep quiet for 100 secs.
n he reali quiet but i nit to count.
when goin bck,i slp a while.
catch a wink.
help them buy chicken rice.
stupid long threw fries,wnt get beaten .
so happi to see mi.
hear the calling.
i was so tired.
realise
cum to mi or look for mi when u nit mi.
when dun nit mi,u dun even bother to.
asshole.
Saturday, December 8, 2007
10:25 PM
A person from your past
might be holding you back
from enjoying your present -- or rather,
the memories of this person
are keeping you from moving forward.
Are you stuck in the past?
Yes, it's important to understand
how old relationships or old choices
can affect you today,
but you could run the risk of getting stuck in nostalgia.
Not much can get done
when all you do is compare
your current life to the life you used to have.
Put away the photo albums and
decide to live your life walking forward.
might be holding you back
from enjoying your present -- or rather,
the memories of this person
are keeping you from moving forward.
Are you stuck in the past?
Yes, it's important to understand
how old relationships or old choices
can affect you today,
but you could run the risk of getting stuck in nostalgia.
Not much can get done
when all you do is compare
your current life to the life you used to have.
Put away the photo albums and
decide to live your life walking forward.
9:36 PM
fuckling busy.
i failed again.
U tis dumbass ,i was refering the song.
u tink wad.
one day,didnt success,
i will neva feel relieved.
ytd
frm 4.30am slp unitl todae morning 9am.
didnt slp well.
I go by my bro's car.
went to work.
business poor,so sian.
but everyone were happy.
full of laughter.
stupid tink ard.
when ppl cum ,i nt so happi le.
so tired.
worried or nervous until cnnt slp.
awaiting nervously.
rushin in rains.
too bad.
walked the other way.
i tot the chance was cuming but it was nt.
quietly walked away.
xiao lian saw mi n grandpa at the corner.
gp slpin wit mouth open,I was couching.
frm 4.30am slp unitl todae morning 9am.
didnt slp well.
I go by my bro's car.
went to work.
business poor,so sian.
but everyone were happy.
full of laughter.
stupid tink ard.
when ppl cum ,i nt so happi le.
so tired.
worried or nervous until cnnt slp.
awaiting nervously.
rushin in rains.
too bad.
walked the other way.
i tot the chance was cuming but it was nt.
quietly walked away.
xiao lian saw mi n grandpa at the corner.
gp slpin wit mouth open,I was couching.
saw dead rat.
excited.
faster took photo.
rat hardly die.
it ran fast so hard to catch.
jus a little more,i cn capture it full view.
ah peh too fast sweep it away.
fuckling busy.
i failed again.
U tis dumbass ,i was refering the song.
u tink wad.
one day,didnt success,
i will neva feel relieved.
8:55 PM
也许是周围的人，
让我受到打击
变得积极。
一路来都压抑着自己。
我需要你的在乎。
我快疯了。
到底哭什么，在哭什么。
明 明 知 道 该 笑 着。
他 永 远 都 不 懂。
想听的话
你说给了她
我 的 快 乐 就 这 样 蒸 发。
不希望远远地看着你。
我要如何才能拥有我的近距离。
让我受到打击
变得积极。
一路来都压抑着自己。
我需要你的在乎。
我快疯了。
到底哭什么，在哭什么。
明 明 知 道 该 笑 着。
他 永 远 都 不 懂。
想听的话
你说给了她
我 的 快 乐 就 这 样 蒸 发。
不希望远远地看着你。
我要如何才能拥有我的近距离。
6:32 PM
ytd
woke up ply com.
jus tot to ply awhile.
but awhile later
rained.
haiz...
ply until it rains.
regretted.
or else wont be so troublesum.
dun ever go bck words.
decide to stay at hme or go out.
no mood ani more.
i am the oni one at hme.
com sucks,had to watch tree in heaven.
btw,i was so hungary.
watever! fight.
wat i gotta to take,i already knw .
so wad! accept lo.
3.30pm prepare to 4pm
reach there 4.40pm.
tis time realli last min then cum.
so funni n ps.
NB! took umbella neva use,shld dun bring.
rushing.
saw lixin when goin,she was goin marina or bugis.
she havin holidae liao.
wnt to dye her hair le.
askin mine hw much
i sae $60
she sae so expensive.lol...
china gal had cut her hair until so short cos she sick n tired of her damm long hair.
she liu for two yrs de.
hair brought frm china had cutted.
she wnt to dye same as mine.
but mum tel her to highlight.
when chinese new year,i tink i wil be veri happi.
wtf!ps ppl go disco.
so bad.hate .
longing for each other.
i cnnt take it animore.
rest of dae nit to then todae i wont be so vexed.
woke up ply com.
jus tot to ply awhile.
but awhile later
rained.
haiz...
ply until it rains.
regretted.
or else wont be so troublesum.
dun ever go bck words.
decide to stay at hme or go out.
no mood ani more.
i am the oni one at hme.
com sucks,had to watch tree in heaven.
btw,i was so hungary.
watever! fight.
wat i gotta to take,i already knw .
so wad! accept lo.
3.30pm prepare to 4pm
reach there 4.40pm.
tis time realli last min then cum.
so funni n ps.
NB! took umbella neva use,shld dun bring.
rushing.
saw lixin when goin,she was goin marina or bugis.
she havin holidae liao.
wnt to dye her hair le.
askin mine hw much
i sae $60
she sae so expensive.lol...
china gal had cut her hair until so short cos she sick n tired of her damm long hair.
she liu for two yrs de.
hair brought frm china had cutted.
she wnt to dye same as mine.
but mum tel her to highlight.
when chinese new year,i tink i wil be veri happi.
wtf!ps ppl go disco.
so bad.hate .
longing for each other.
i cnnt take it animore.
rest of dae nit to then todae i wont be so vexed.
Thursday, December 6, 2007
11:37 PM
ytd worried abt the plan.
recently oso worried.
tinking hw shld i do n it wil get beta.
1.30am get on bed
but i didnt slp.
i felt nervous n worried.
recalled n recalled.....
I was so sad.
afraid of losing.
tgt will be beta.
goes without saying...
cried.
miss u.
miss them.
wish to see them again.
3am then fall aslp.
8.30am woke up.
1.30pm woke up.
tinking abt wnt to go out.
buy tinks as well.
rained again.
haiz....
5.30pm woke up finally.
so hungary.
starve to death.
after went to cwp to hv diner.
saw kun hui.
but he didnt saw mi.
excited cos i finally saw him there.
so funni.
everytime go neva saw him de.
foodcourt crowded.
eat jap fish n curry pork.
finally full.
beside us.
the bf went off so long,i tot he go poo poo.
he cum bck wit a winnie pooh n give to his gf.
gf was so happi.
oni a toy nia.walao.
her voice was so soft.
tis is wat my mum tinks.
mum eat ice cream, i eat yogurt.
took cab hme.
watched dramas.
unwell liao.
mayb lovesick.wahahaha.......XD.
recently oso worried.
tinking hw shld i do n it wil get beta.
1.30am get on bed
but i didnt slp.
i felt nervous n worried.
recalled n recalled.....
I was so sad.
afraid of losing.
tgt will be beta.
goes without saying...
cried.
miss u.
miss them.
wish to see them again.
3am then fall aslp.
8.30am woke up.
1.30pm woke up.
tinking abt wnt to go out.
buy tinks as well.
rained again.
haiz....
5.30pm woke up finally.
so hungary.
starve to death.
after went to cwp to hv diner.
saw kun hui.
but he didnt saw mi.
excited cos i finally saw him there.
so funni.
everytime go neva saw him de.
foodcourt crowded.
eat jap fish n curry pork.
finally full.
beside us.
the bf went off so long,i tot he go poo poo.
he cum bck wit a winnie pooh n give to his gf.
gf was so happi.
oni a toy nia.walao.
her voice was so soft.
tis is wat my mum tinks.
mum eat ice cream, i eat yogurt.
took cab hme.
watched dramas.
unwell liao.
mayb lovesick.wahahaha.......XD.
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
2:27 PM
I set alarm clock 8am
so tht cn go n help out.
heck care when the alarm rang.
continue slp.
i knew it was raining so
dun wnt go le.
mummy didnt cal mi
as bro at there.
ytd still worrying my hairstyle CMI.
when grandma was tokin on phone,the aunt who clean the hse cum.
aunt was shouting for my grandma to open the door.
but my grandma like didnt hear,dun knw real a nt?
after she hung phone,she open the door.
where gt ppl dun cum to work jus becos raining,tis wil be suck worrkin attitude.
my grandma tot she wont be cuming cos raining ma.-.-
everytime i slpin,my hse will hv mani noise de.
why cnnt let mi slp peacefully?
aunt shoutin to my grandma ,grandma shouting to mi.
they bth hv communication pro.
i lazy to get up n help.
dun knw grandma was really dun understand or fake.
she kept dun knw la,go ask the boss.
she was like fedup then mumbling.
why dun cum bck n look?
they didnt cum bck becos u did bad tings more than others.
cum bck punish u meh?
shouting mi becos wnt mi to get up frm bed.
oni 11.30am ,she still lied to mi that already 3pm liao.
she tink i wil believe .
before she sae i look at the time le.
nag n nag again. my grandma wil sae tis to mi everydae.
Holidae. everyone like u go out to find jobs.
u still at hme n slp.
U free dun knw go there help meh?
go n find job at MCD. ( walao! so cheap who wil wnt to do tht suck job)
U frm morning busy till nite
Nite busy to morning / afternoon.
I was freaking annoyed by her words & voice.
so tht cn go n help out.
heck care when the alarm rang.
continue slp.
i knew it was raining so
dun wnt go le.
mummy didnt cal mi
as bro at there.
ytd still worrying my hairstyle CMI.
when grandma was tokin on phone,the aunt who clean the hse cum.
aunt was shouting for my grandma to open the door.
but my grandma like didnt hear,dun knw real a nt?
after she hung phone,she open the door.
where gt ppl dun cum to work jus becos raining,tis wil be suck worrkin attitude.
my grandma tot she wont be cuming cos raining ma.-.-
everytime i slpin,my hse will hv mani noise de.
why cnnt let mi slp peacefully?
aunt shoutin to my grandma ,grandma shouting to mi.
they bth hv communication pro.
i lazy to get up n help.
dun knw grandma was really dun understand or fake.
she kept dun knw la,go ask the boss.
she was like fedup then mumbling.
why dun cum bck n look?
they didnt cum bck becos u did bad tings more than others.
cum bck punish u meh?
shouting mi becos wnt mi to get up frm bed.
oni 11.30am ,she still lied to mi that already 3pm liao.
she tink i wil believe .
before she sae i look at the time le.
nag n nag again. my grandma wil sae tis to mi everydae.
Holidae. everyone like u go out to find jobs.
u still at hme n slp.
U free dun knw go there help meh?
go n find job at MCD. ( walao! so cheap who wil wnt to do tht suck job)
U frm morning busy till nite
Nite busy to morning / afternoon.
I was freaking annoyed by her words & voice.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
2:22 PM
i tot i was goin to help but
my bro went.
i guessed rite.
so slpt until 1 pm.
woke up ply com as usual.
grandma went out n i tink she wont be
buying food for mi.
i was watching romantic princess,why why luv, corner wit love.
received mummy's call.
goin malaysia again.
fourth time.
3 daes ago jus went nia.
whether wnt to eat wit frend or wit her.
i chose her.
grandma cum bck n she actually bought mi food.
walao!!!!!!!
i was like wnting to kill her.
i neva ask her to buy.
smart alex.
VEXED!!!!!!!!!
i was goin to malysia to eat
then she buy mi food.
kept saeing $4 ...
watever.
if i go,hw to deal wit the foood.
i tink i was the kind tht cnnt take pressure.
i will break dwn.
my bro went.
i guessed rite.
so slpt until 1 pm.
woke up ply com as usual.
grandma went out n i tink she wont be
buying food for mi.
i was watching romantic princess,why why luv, corner wit love.
received mummy's call.
goin malaysia again.
fourth time.
3 daes ago jus went nia.
whether wnt to eat wit frend or wit her.
i chose her.
grandma cum bck n she actually bought mi food.
walao!!!!!!!
i was like wnting to kill her.
i neva ask her to buy.
smart alex.
VEXED!!!!!!!!!
i was goin to malysia to eat
then she buy mi food.
kept saeing $4 ...
watever.
if i go,hw to deal wit the foood.
i tink i was the kind tht cnnt take pressure.
i will break dwn.
mummy ask mi to took sumting for her then ask her hw?
i was abt to took it to there n the food was taken away by grandma to others.
I knw she wont be buyin for mi tml n she oso sae tht.
reached there.wad i guessed was rite.luckily i didnt wnt to go ,jus becos go malaysia so i went there.
wait awhile,i so hungary so eat a chickenwing 1st whicj was free.
I still cnnt figured out hw he did it,i tried so mani times cnnt succeeed.wad is the pro i still dun knw.
here we go to malaysia again.
my family n their family.1st time,their sons n aunt went wit us.
ate at the same place.
Malaysia sucks.
I hate Traffic jam.
during the damm jam,mani cars or lorry break dwn n even bus.
no wonder jam lah.
luckily,i gt tink to do listen songs or else i bored to death.
go the store.wnted to buy slippers but mum sae ugly.
everytime,i like the shoes ,she wil sae ugly de la.-.-
she oso didnt bought except manicure tink.
bro buy bag for his frend n i oso wil hv the chance to get to buy.
mummy was nt biased .
I tink the bag was pretty but didnt tink too much at 1st.
when i get to buy,my bro had already chosen it so buy another.i dun wish to buy de same.
so coincidence.saw a car n lorry wit 9262 n stop beside each other.turn to the other side,car wit 9618 same wit my bro 's motorcycle.
everyone bought mani tinks.food,sweets,toys.
Buns time.before buyin,we ate a lot snacks but didnt charge us money.
alvin was a cute boy.i tink we cn get along bah.
so funni to see coastguard army waving bck to us.
gdbye to others.
slp in the car awhile.
went hme watch witch you hee.
we were slowly becum gd n gd.one day,we will be bck to normal.
I love durians.hehe.... i was addicted to it recently.
testing tinks again.
angela actual nt bad la.:)
Monday, December 3, 2007
5:15 PM
ytd & todae
two daes of stayin at hme.
wnt to go out de but....
grandma 's keys lost n she
kept took my key
n go out to find her keys.
i didnt do anitink to help her.
i was oso busy abt my tink.
she was veri anxious n scared.
i saw her kept walked in & out frm hse.
she oso called my mummy but mum purposely dun picked up but when i called her ,she then picked up.
jus like wad grandma sae she called mum she wont pick up , mus i then she pick up.
mummy was so angry abt tis matter.
I was oso abit.
she was so carelesss or blur.
retribution?
i was busy doing personal tink,
helpin ppl find songs,dwnload song to hp.
send songs.
tis two daes
gonna die liao
use com for 8 hrs or 6hrs.
eat pig trotter.haiz...
received jon call.
sae go ecp
wait the nitemate start again..
i don wish to go but he veri fan kept sae go la
becos i dun go ,lee hong oso dun go.
i sae lh dun go then i go.
still lied mi tht lh go hme liao ,actual is jus beside him..
so wu liao de bth of them.
but then my hp switch off itself.
jon called again then i rejected
call my hse,didnt picked up.
lh called mi , rejected.
i knw they wil contnue to fan mi so dun receive their call beta or else they wil non-stop.
wait awhile ,I went to slp.
slp until 2pm.
frm dun knw wat time,
my hse de ppl kept makin noise
i felt annoyed but i stil cn continue slp de.
they were changing the locker.
my rm was so near the door.
wakao!!!!!!!
i wnt to get up n scold them liao but i lazy...
so gd
i had my lunch ,sumtime ,i wil had nth til nite.
ply com ,watched romantic princess...
amy asked mi went out for dinner.
in the end,went out wit family to cwp cos
two ppl go nia.
poor bai finally get a job but oni a week.
hao guo mei you.
still have a cashier tink.
tmr goin to work for my dear mummy le.
hehe....
two daes of stayin at hme.
wnt to go out de but....
grandma 's keys lost n she
kept took my key
n go out to find her keys.
i didnt do anitink to help her.
i was oso busy abt my tink.
she was veri anxious n scared.
i saw her kept walked in & out frm hse.
she oso called my mummy but mum purposely dun picked up but when i called her ,she then picked up.
jus like wad grandma sae she called mum she wont pick up , mus i then she pick up.
mummy was so angry abt tis matter.
I was oso abit.
she was so carelesss or blur.
retribution?
i was busy doing personal tink,
helpin ppl find songs,dwnload song to hp.
send songs.
tis two daes
gonna die liao
use com for 8 hrs or 6hrs.
eat pig trotter.haiz...
received jon call.
sae go ecp
wait the nitemate start again..
i don wish to go but he veri fan kept sae go la
becos i dun go ,lee hong oso dun go.
i sae lh dun go then i go.
still lied mi tht lh go hme liao ,actual is jus beside him..
so wu liao de bth of them.
but then my hp switch off itself.
jon called again then i rejected
call my hse,didnt picked up.
lh called mi , rejected.
i knw they wil contnue to fan mi so dun receive their call beta or else they wil non-stop.
wait awhile ,I went to slp.
slp until 2pm.
frm dun knw wat time,
my hse de ppl kept makin noise
i felt annoyed but i stil cn continue slp de.
they were changing the locker.
my rm was so near the door.
wakao!!!!!!!
i wnt to get up n scold them liao but i lazy...
so gd
i had my lunch ,sumtime ,i wil had nth til nite.
ply com ,watched romantic princess...
amy asked mi went out for dinner.
in the end,went out wit family to cwp cos
two ppl go nia.
poor bai finally get a job but oni a week.
hao guo mei you.
still have a cashier tink.
tmr goin to work for my dear mummy le.
hehe....
