Fated or Unfated.
Tmr wat wil it be then?
爱你到底可以爱多久？
Remaining days - 6
Monday, June 30, 2008
6:40 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
8:53 PM
todae too cosy so couldnt wake up by 12
1.30pm woke up
prepare finish then use com awhile.
3.15pm reach
walao!
oso bth veri hot
i steady didnt look behind ,keep walkin
listen Mp3.
I tot i 1st but sumone more earlier than mi.
lose.
tot bro wont be there but he there.
dumpling noodles is nice todae.
sat tgt discuss abt the 4D.
so stupid or else cn won hw much....
tht bird is golden bird bring wealth.
hit on hand.shou =1st prize.
ARGh!!!!!!!!$2000
my 0211..
mum refuse to buy batt fer mi.
haiz..
bian liao.
Fine.nxt time i buy myself.
wakao!
todae is hot,warm,no wind..
i sat at a place.
sum extra ppl sat dwn too
stil smoke.fuck.
so i sat rather behind.
mum tot i go out.
i sae no la ,i siting behind de chairs nia.
no mood to eat.
shift to temple.peace n cooling.
be alone.
no time fer mi pack dinner,
mum pack fer mi then.
Stop ur ignorance,heck care,dun care.
btw,i todae nt interested.
No mood.
abit feeling dwn.
busy wit my own things.
nt finish yet.
I get lost.
U get lost too.
Get out of the way.
I hate you
I hate you
Hate tht I love u.
1.30pm woke up
prepare finish then use com awhile.
3.15pm reach
walao!
oso bth veri hot
i steady didnt look behind ,keep walkin
listen Mp3.
I tot i 1st but sumone more earlier than mi.
lose.
tot bro wont be there but he there.
dumpling noodles is nice todae.
sat tgt discuss abt the 4D.
so stupid or else cn won hw much....
tht bird is golden bird bring wealth.
hit on hand.shou =1st prize.
ARGh!!!!!!!!$2000
my 0211..
mum refuse to buy batt fer mi.
haiz..
bian liao.
Fine.nxt time i buy myself.
wakao!
todae is hot,warm,no wind..
i sat at a place.
sum extra ppl sat dwn too
stil smoke.fuck.
so i sat rather behind.
mum tot i go out.
i sae no la ,i siting behind de chairs nia.
no mood to eat.
shift to temple.peace n cooling.
be alone.
no time fer mi pack dinner,
mum pack fer mi then.
Stop ur ignorance,heck care,dun care.
btw,i todae nt interested.
No mood.
abit feeling dwn.
busy wit my own things.
nt finish yet.
I get lost.
U get lost too.
Get out of the way.
I hate you
I hate you
Hate tht I love u.
wat is the problem nw?
gonna change.
based on u or mi?
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
6:28 PM
ytd
4am then slp.
set alarm 12
but 11am woke up
too noisy
by cleaner n grandma.
promise nt to use com .
6pm then use.
mus tolerate..
but i jus cnnt
addicted.
woke up go com.
until 12.30 or 1..
over the actual time 12...
saw meL but she didnt saw mi
when get dwn bus..
she nw schling ...
i wnt sae hello to her.
msg her...slow reply..
haiz...
find her /tok to her
like cn die.
NB!
2pm stil wil hot de .
last time wont leh..
black black =(
prefer 3.30/4..
wnt mi to go bck usual?
todae early mi.
do sum work.
prove tht i nt useless...
walao'
todae reali annoyed by tht uncle.
kept askin those rubbish..
i dun understand the show ma
ask her to sae again
refuse.
walao wei
da lao ban is mi.
hungary til siao
stil eat fruit
at 1st
wnt early eat de but
no chance 3pm then..
I dun like 6/7 ppl at there.
wat i dun reali like,he like or ok wit it.
I like , he dun like ?
he mus hate himself .
不配。
讨厌你不在乎的态度。
left mi alone.
jus one day ago...
started unfated.
4am then slp.
set alarm 12
but 11am woke up
too noisy
by cleaner n grandma.
promise nt to use com .
6pm then use.
mus tolerate..
but i jus cnnt
addicted.
woke up go com.
until 12.30 or 1..
over the actual time 12...
saw meL but she didnt saw mi
when get dwn bus..
she nw schling ...
i wnt sae hello to her.
msg her...slow reply..
haiz...
find her /tok to her
like cn die.
NB!
2pm stil wil hot de .
last time wont leh..
black black =(
prefer 3.30/4..
wnt mi to go bck usual?
todae early mi.
do sum work.
prove tht i nt useless...
walao'
todae reali annoyed by tht uncle.
kept askin those rubbish..
i dun understand the show ma
ask her to sae again
refuse.
walao wei
da lao ban is mi.
hungary til siao
stil eat fruit
at 1st
wnt early eat de but
no chance 3pm then..
I dun like 6/7 ppl at there.
wat i dun reali like,he like or ok wit it.
I like , he dun like ?
he mus hate himself .
不配。
讨厌你不在乎的态度。
left mi alone.
jus one day ago...
started unfated.
12:00 AM
Recently is all abt u.
we oni fated fer short moments , nt after.
blue is nt suitable fer u n mi.=)
i nw too enjoy holidae ,
scared n afraid of sch..
don feel goin sch..
go bck to tht life
Sian!
Phobia.
i like tis life nw.
dun wnt to tink abt ite.
tink liao oso scare
my dreams is like weird n strange.
tot of father..
disappointed.
father,leopard cnnt change its spots.
we are happy nw but when sch reopen,
I knw everytink goin to change ,
start frm zero again.
I love hoodies.
addicted.
I wnt buy.
we oni fated fer short moments , nt after.
blue is nt suitable fer u n mi.=)
i nw too enjoy holidae ,
scared n afraid of sch..
don feel goin sch..
go bck to tht life
Sian!
Phobia.
i like tis life nw.
dun wnt to tink abt ite.
tink liao oso scare
my dreams is like weird n strange.
tot of father..
disappointed.
father,leopard cnnt change its spots.
we are happy nw but when sch reopen,
I knw everytink goin to change ,
start frm zero again.
I love hoodies.
addicted.
I wnt buy.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
11:37 PM
Sat
went cwp wit amy.
tot to go amk or cck but too late.
jo nt free wit zl.mei wrkin.
we enjoy our korean meals.
eat until abt to close
amy is nt allowed to go pasar malam cos her mum wil check the smell...
but we too thirsty liao.
then went.die die.....
we walk a circle jus to avoid the smoke.
muah chee nice nice..
lookin ard the clothes again..
slack..
saw wildah wit her bf..
saw jo n tok a while ,she go hme
3 malays young boy ply dun knw wat game
cum off n sae cn we be friends .lol!
i saw an uncle walkin up n dwn.
finally ,he ask ' do u hv lighter '
we look like gd gal ,where gt smoke de?
mei abt to cum hme so i wnt to wait her but is reali veri long..
we two need to pee liao.
saw alfian but he like no saw or wat..
after tht ,we saw few familiar faces but kept avoid.
is damm funi.
went the toilet but like dirty so go out.
then alfian walk pass.he oso go toilet.
we walked same direction.
but when he start to pause at a area
amy n I u -turn go the other way.
took lift to lvl 7 cinema toilet.
cum out saw mani ppl waited fer lift.
walao
we jus cum up to use toilet nia ma.
nit to like tht ma..
then walk dwn stair to lvl 5
stil de same wat.duh....
lazy to walk all the way dwn..
wait until a clear no one in lift..
amy kept see wrong ppl..
after top up,went hme..
todae,dun knw why cwp gt mani ppl .so crowded..
amy n I reached the place but cnnt find each other.
she at there,i at the cinema board there.
she stil tel mi "in frontt of cavana where we always sit"
info is totally wrong lo.
totally diff.
haiz...
took bus hme,tired.
in the end,stil didnt mit mei.
she sae she buy sumtink fermi.
out of sudden as souvenir.
yeah,she is gd.=)
went cwp wit amy.
tot to go amk or cck but too late.
jo nt free wit zl.mei wrkin.
we enjoy our korean meals.
eat until abt to close
amy is nt allowed to go pasar malam cos her mum wil check the smell...
but we too thirsty liao.
then went.die die.....
we walk a circle jus to avoid the smoke.
muah chee nice nice..
lookin ard the clothes again..
slack..
saw wildah wit her bf..
saw jo n tok a while ,she go hme
3 malays young boy ply dun knw wat game
cum off n sae cn we be friends .lol!
i saw an uncle walkin up n dwn.
finally ,he ask ' do u hv lighter '
we look like gd gal ,where gt smoke de?
mei abt to cum hme so i wnt to wait her but is reali veri long..
we two need to pee liao.
saw alfian but he like no saw or wat..
after tht ,we saw few familiar faces but kept avoid.
is damm funi.
went the toilet but like dirty so go out.
then alfian walk pass.he oso go toilet.
we walked same direction.
but when he start to pause at a area
amy n I u -turn go the other way.
took lift to lvl 7 cinema toilet.
cum out saw mani ppl waited fer lift.
walao
we jus cum up to use toilet nia ma.
nit to like tht ma..
then walk dwn stair to lvl 5
stil de same wat.duh....
lazy to walk all the way dwn..
wait until a clear no one in lift..
amy kept see wrong ppl..
after top up,went hme..
todae,dun knw why cwp gt mani ppl .so crowded..
amy n I reached the place but cnnt find each other.
she at there,i at the cinema board there.
she stil tel mi "in frontt of cavana where we always sit"
info is totally wrong lo.
totally diff.
haiz...
took bus hme,tired.
in the end,stil didnt mit mei.
she sae she buy sumtink fermi.
out of sudden as souvenir.
yeah,she is gd.=)
fullmetal alchemist is gd.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
10:01 PM
1pm woke up.
use com.
2.30pm prepare.
10 minutes
3pm in bus 178.
tot goin to late agin.
everydae gt delaying.
~raining
~traffic jam
~sorching
~missed the bus..
wahaha...
damm happy.
none of the above happen todae.
reach early..
saw the time..
scare wait
already avoid the area.
walk a distance like hot liao
so goin the shelter.
stil veri careful.
see left n rite.
i tot is ahead..
but i stil wil look bck.'
then i like trip over sumtink.
scared kena saw.
so faster turn bck.
Omg!
reali kena.
a white figure.
pause few sec.
i tink saw mi liao
who cares.
turn ard faster walk .
walao.
hai wo nit walk a circle
same point when waitin fer cross road.
stil nit to let it go 1st.
i like dun knw wat to do tht time.
hide behind tree.
nb!
todae like walkin veri slow.
everydae walk fast de lo.
dun knw is purposely de ma.
i was like veri sai liao lo.
mus faster than
so i use run de.
i reach liao
but cnnt saw another.
came dwn wit a frend.
i stil act like i reach long ago.
secretly wipe the sweat.
stil order drink.
kept lookin at mi.
stupidkia mi.
i walk all the way to buy noodles but reach there found it closed on thurs.
walk bck again.
mit again.
abt to pass by
pressin head n "is tht u jus nw"
at 145 sae wrongly liao..
huh? no ar nt mi!!!!!
pinching the stomach..
ouch!!!!
is U lo.
i quickly walk away.
fishball noodles is like so spicy todae.
wat u doin there?
huh?
i kept avoid avoid avoid..
oso bo bian.
ask abt wat happen tht dae.
victim sae hw u knw?
everyone here all knw liao.
everyone here knw the story oni u ar?
no ar.
i heard sumone sae mi san ba.
wat! sry sry.
haha..u oso dun knw..
knw wat..
ya.
i reali dun knw.
u tuesday gt cum?
no.
ooo.
veri hot.turn the fan tis side.
u tink i ur maid.
ya.
my maid.
tht one then ur maid.
ah san n ah si.
walao!
ask again.
wat u doin at blk 158
wat u doin at 158
wat u doin at 158
huh?
huh?
cos i reali cnnt hear wat is it.
ooo.
nt mi ar.
dun lie.
is u lo.
i already saw is u le.
wat the hell at there took bus?
duhh...
i wnt to explain liao then bro extra.
tmr then.
everyone went off left mi there.
saw one woman n 6 or 7 guys around tgt.
their relationship is gd.
she click wit them veri well sia.
tok n laugh loudly.
the boss no hope refuse to listen to comment /complain /advice.
he nt feeding himself is feedin 7 or 8 ppl.
boss like tht chef like tht..
oni wnt to take pay so anihw cook..
he anihw cook lian himself oso dun feel like eating.
i oso dun knw hw to sae him la.
he cn be gd oso cn be bad.
i cn find his gd n bad.
fuck!
mum oso sae tis.
bro tht is wat i oway sae.
none of ur business.
i like.
she sae no money liao dun tel mi.
dun tel lo
i top myself.
u oso no give mi money.
she like shut the fuck up.
at nite.
goin out eat
neva ask mi
tel bro take key.
then went off.
i oso didnt bother much.
i heard like no space fer sit.
eat ma la huo guo.
kind of idiot.
take small chair n sit
wait at the staircase.
ppl who dun knw.
walao
moron.
scare dirty then dun sit at the staircase la.
take wat chair sit voiddeckla.
8pm to 11pm.
tryin to starve mi meh?
nvm,i frm 6pm use com until 11pm.
no matter wat,i wil stil thick -skinned n go.
